I’m Such A Dick….
Posted on March 19, 2010 - Filed Under General | Leave a Comment
Me not appreciating the shit she does for me or something, way to expect reciprocation from a deity like me. Yes, I can be a dick, but it was for something as stupid as leaving a fast food trash bag in her car, like if she could take it out when she gets home just so I don’t have to deal with this BS. While I’m on the topic of BS, apparently Tianna’s mom bitches her out cuz she makes so much money and doesn’t know how to properly budget her money based on the shit she pays for, and gripes to her about her AND me, haha, but she never comes and tells me to my face…if I thought eating food was a problem to her, well I’d never eat anything that she herself offers me, so what the fuck? I don’t even eat much for one, and it’s other little spending things that Tianna does as well…and she supposedly gets on Tianna’s case about ME finding a new job, even though I’m still paying her the agreed rent, I don’t see aside from that how anything is her fucking business. It all sucks though, the whole situation depresses, those two mixed things have been giving me a huge thought on moving back to the downward spiral of the old ghetto place and it’s still in my mind if she continues. It all sucks. Fuck it. Oh, but supposedly Tianna’s mama doesn’t mean those things, she’s just stressed/doesn’t agree with my life style of living for now instead of doing what she did, bust ass your whole life and profit in the end when you’re like 40, the fuck out of here, I’d might as well shoot myself now and save myself the time. Moving along, so Chadd told me his job is hiring and he’s gonna refer me and that I need to put in an App. So I did that just that one fine day when I met up with Chadd, picked ‘em up and we chilled at my place with Tianna. We all went for a walk around the block cuz Chadd felt like taggin’ up the burbs, pointing out people having fun and shit at the park and how that’s strange for us to see people being that way, haha. After talking story whilst playing games whilst Chadd working on art, ate some dinner and dropped ‘em off at the bus stop as requested. Here’s a piece he did of my name Systom: Plans to finish it some time in the future, colors and etc. Yeah, trippy shit ‘eh? I can still barely make it out. UPDATE: Looks like the positions have been filled with people relocating from another center, fuck. So despite the good and the bad that I just talked about, there was a pretty eventful chill day yesterday. My youngest sister Kelcie is moving to California with her boyfriend, the one she met on the internet. He’s flew down here to Hawaii before for a week or two or some shit, I don’t recall, I didn’t meet the guy. Everyone’s against my sister going cuz she’s a newbie to relationships for one, and is young and the whole moving in with somebody thing and dealing with all of that and first time being without her.